So I have these people that are fairly new to my life, however, I grew up with them. We are all trying to get to know each other all over again and it's just turning out to be more confusing than fun. I can't figure them out and I feel like I did something wrong but no one is saying that. I wish people would just confront people when they have an issue or just be a bit more obvious if they have a problem. I have consistantly had this problem since I was a kid.
I make a new friend. We hit it off then after a year, at the most, it gets weird and just ends. Now, I must be honest and admit that when I feel it getting wierd I run. I get uncomfortable and insecure so I just bail. I'll find another friend anyways, right? But at some point it gets tiring and I'm left wondering, "what's wrong with me?" I just want a true blue, honest, not gonna fake it friend. I don't know when the last time I had a friend that I could TRULY be myself around was.
Oh well, that's life, right. Pack up, move on and on the journey you'll find someone else. Chances are, they won't last either and so it goes on.
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